LETTER TO JERRY MULVIN
Love you Jerry. But more importantly is that your Father, the Living God. loves you.
Your life hasn't been easy. One would think that your position and connection with Sat Nam would have provided a better experience here than you have had. Then there is your Nemesis, your ex-wife, who says she is a Christian but shows no forgiveness, compassion or love. Apparently religion is not the way.
I remember sending you a mixed audio tape of songs about love. A month later, at a workshop, I asked you if you listened to the tape. You said No, not interested.
Sat Nam is Satan and you know this fact. He is no one's friend. He claims to be the creator, and he did create the Trap, the Egg, but we both know he did not create the Container and he didn't give us Life.
It's never too late to change sides, only too painful: but the one time pain for eternal Life on Other Earth is definitely worth the suffering now, instead of the continued suffering, on into eternity, on Sahr.
The Trap that we are currently in, the Egg, was designed to stop the fallen angels from returning home to Other Earth. Sat Nam knew we would eventually want to return Home, and find a way out of Sahr, and so he came out into the Container and built this Trap.
Now that we have had this "experience" for dozens of lifetimes, searching for a way out of here, some are ready to do anything to get off the reincarnation wheel. Your job is to find those who are soooooo tired, re-educate their minds towards Satan (Sat Nam), and take them back to Sahr. You are to create a reality in their minds that Sahr is home; that Sat Nam is the creator; that there is nothing outside the Container; that they too can become powerful beings with the fire power of the kundalini energy.
Some of your students know this next information, but not all. The container is contained inside what you called a bulb-like structure which is contained inside a gigantic Waffle Sphere (because of its waffle shape), and at the top of the "bulb" there is a guardian or gatekeeper you have to pass by to get out of the bulb and into the waffle sphere.
If Sahr is the ALL, why is the Guardian there? Why can't you leave? What's outside the Waffle Sphere. I speak from experience in your teaching. The Container, just like the Egg, has a way out. Once outside the Container, looking back, it is marvelous.
There sits the container with Kundalini Energy streaming up to the bottom of the Container and then looping up and around where it enters opposite sides of the Container. The one side being where Sahr is and the other side where the "Zone" or as you once called it, the "Forbidden Zone" is.
You can ask the Guardian permission to leave the bulb. Then you fly up and exit the top of the waffle sphere where you enter a soft white light. This is where Heaven is. However you cannot see much because you do not have on the "wedding garment". Reading from the Bible, "Verily, verily, I say unto you, He that entereth not by the door into the sheepfold, but climbeth up some other way, the same is a thief and a robber. But he that entereth in by the door is the shepherd of the sheep. To him the porter openeth; and the sheep hear his voice: and he calleth his own sheep by name, and leadeth them out. And when the king came in to see the guests, he saw there a man which had not on a wedding garment: And he saith unto him, Friend, how camest thou in hither not having a wedding garment? And he was speechless. Then said the king to the servants, Bind him hand and foot, and take him away, and cast him into outer darkness."
You know, as Sat Nam knows, this container is the "Pit" where the rebellious angels in heaven were "cast down to the sides of the pit". The Pit of FIRE, kundalini energy, the creative force of hell.
Please stop using this kundalini energy as a carrot to hold your followers, mesmerizing them, putting imagery into their minds. Let my brothers and sisters go.
Sat Nam is laughing at you and your followers, just as he is at those in Eckankar developing the heart charkra, and all the spiritual and religious teachings he has created around the world. Mother Kundalini is not your mother, and Sat Nam is not your Father. They are gods that need to be worshipped, and you are their slaves.
Your true being is one of righteousness, but you keep pursuing power and control. You have become a captive of this false desire, living in a counterfeit reality of the truth. Come out of her now.